Babe you're mine~

Knew you too well.. too well..
Knew you would cry.. so much..
Stabs my heart just by knowing your tears flow

Ask me how i know you're crying?
Ask me how i know you're happy?
Simple answer i can give you
You're already part of my soul, my life
You're already part of my everything

I'll always remember that someone is still there
Waiting for me
Like I remember how to drink a cup of water
So what you wrote don't worry o~
Cuz you are already part of me that's impossible to forget
Just like I remember how to breath
Teach me forget how to breath then you can tell that I've forgotten you

You're mine~
Bendan don't cry already
I'm not there to wipe away those tears
Baobei... still the same words that will never change
I love you

Night

(Midnight 1:48am 12/4/09)
Hee... I haven't sleep yet
Lying on the bed still can't sleep

Baobei... I miss you...
So much...
Why my eyes so much sand blow in?
Huff...

Tomorrow I'm going back to my camp already
Really miss you so much...
Never thought that I would miss you so much
so madly, lost my mind...
One after another song, my tears roll down
But I'll be strong to get through these months!!

Even so... I'm still worried bout you baobei...
After tomorrow another goodbye...
I never wanted to say those words...
So sometimes I don't say it...
Really wondering how are your days like after tomorrow?
Hard? Difficult? Tough? Tired?

I wanna hold that hands of yours soon!!
Bendan, must remember to take good care...
Love you always my babe<3

Promise

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go



This morning my tears flow down...
Like never before
I miss you so much...

我爱你

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99 亲手打的我爱你
No copy and paste de a =P

宝贝宝贝~

Yesterday night you asked me that am I sad
I told you that I’m fine
I wonder how can you feel it? =S
Actually I’m not sad but in fact I’m quite disappointed with myself
Feel so useless
Hee… Hope you don’t mind
You don’t want me to read your blog
But I read your blog secretly =x

Bendan… Can’t deny, you made my tears flow again…
Such a deep stab on my heart to see what you wrote
Every single pieces, how you carry on day by day
HOW HARD HOW DIFFICULT
Baobei Thank You!!

How madly you need me by your side?
I can’t be there for you now…
I really don’t know what to do what to say except Sorry
You needed me but I can’t be there for you now…
For now only!!! Just for NOW!!!

Babe those words I said last time
Let it turn into ashes~
I’m sorry
I didn’t say it on purpose
I didn’t mean to hurt you
Please forgive me bebe ><
Those words never existed

Know? To be honest...
Every promises I made I kept it
Even though sometimes it's hard to believe
But I never let go of my promises
Told you, never an empty promise

Miss those hands of yours, those eyes, that face
Miss your smile, miss your voice, miss your gentle breath
Miss your everything

宝贝等我回来
我不会让你白等的
我答应过你！！
就算多苦， 有你就可以把一切都变得甜的

记得要好好照顾自己！！！
知道吗? 不可以把健康当游戏玩！！！
你每次都叫我放心
可是你都把我的心带走了~
所以我永远都不会放心你的，宝贝 =P

宝贝记得要坚强过这两个月！！
后来会有个依靠了
一个肩膀给你靠
一双手给你牵
一个温软的拥抱给你抱
把你天天都宠坏 =P

笨蛋！！我们俩一起加油喔~
要好好的过每一天
还有~ 不要天天再乱想了知道吗?
就算多辛苦我还是一样会没事
因为有了你， 多苦都是没关系的
永远都爱着我的小笨蛋
一天比一天更爱更疼
宝贝等我喔

Baobei

Bendan Baobei =)
What happened yesterday? How’s your day today? Tomorrow?
Day after that? Next Week? Next Month?
It’s so difficult just to know what you’ve been through every single day
I cant do anything at all… How helpless I am?

Every single tear flow shows how useless I am
When can I wipe those tears away? When…

On the phone, I heard everything clearly everytime
Every single breath, every single tears
Too clear, too pain, too deep…

You said that you are useless
Only know how to cry and cannot do anything
But in fact, you took the big part of it
You waited… How long? How hard? How lonely?
You took it all by yourself…

Everytime you said “everything’s alright”
But deep down is it really alright?
Just so that I can be relieved?

I saw too much tears than it should be...
But there’s even more that is hidden that I dint see…

Haha…you told me how others been through together
Mayb we’ve been through together in a shorter period
But I dare to say that we’ve been through even deeper
Deeper than others a lot more…

Everyday..EVERYDAY!! I tried to be stronger
The fact is that… everyday I’ve fallen deeper down
haha… In front of so many people my tears always nearly flow down
But luckily no one saw =P I held so tight!!
If not later shy if some1 saw =x

Those promises I made I wrote it down
But mayb some I’ve forgotten =P
I promise that those promises I made is not just to please you
I really mean it!! I wont let you wait for nothing… =)

Remember how you told me that “Forever” is a very hard word to use
But I promised before that I’ll make you use it
And I did it, I’ve done what I promised… =D
No empty promises!!!


You gave me everything i needed
I'm like a fish out of the water and you, the water came and and drown me in it
Drowned deeply in your love
You're the only person in my life that could made my tears flow.. perhaps u gave me poison =P
You're my everything
Neither Time nor Distance will tear us apart!!
No matter how hard how long it is, we will make it
Baobei 我愛你..