Light of Your Halo

Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo

不想

今晚真的很不想你去
每次你去我都按着良心说
“出去要小心一点”
“要记得让我知道你的状况”
其实心里真的很不想让你去
可是我可以做什么?...
不可能绑着你吧...

你跟你的朋友出去
心虽然会有点不爽
可是我还是没反对
我对你很有信心
可是为什么不能知道你
在做什么啊?
去哪里啊?
说我三八吧
因为我在乎你的每一天
可能就觉得没这个必要
可是对我来说
每件小事都是个必要
想知道你每天过得怎样
开不开心?做了什么?
去了哪里?跟谁在一起?
吃了没有?今天很累吗?

今天的是真的很抱歉
我不是故意发脾气的
想像看如果你在跟一个对你很重要，很爱的人在讲电话... 她不但不理会你在讲什么...她还在跟别人传简讯...后来还把你的电话给关了...你第一个反应是不是很生气?
后来才知道不是故意的...
是我的错我认是我不好
没清清楚楚的查就发脾气了
对不起

真的很不想你去...
可是又怎样?...
呆在这等着你回来吧...

I was wrong

I needed you more than anything...
So much more...
I was really sad...
Because I love you so much
Made my mind go through all sorts of things
Thinking of every posibilities
Making everything harder and harder
Sorry babe~
I thought too much back then...
Everything is just plain simple actually
Just by having FAITH can overcome everything

You said that the dream of mine that i told you was just a story made up
It was actually for real...
I dreamed that i held you through the night
Somehow the phone rang~
Woke me up only ><
Really miss you...
When I walk on the streets, when I'm asleep,
When I'm driving, When I do everything
Waves of your taste just filled the air
I miss you so much...

Though I may not like some parts
But isn't that tolerate will do?
I can't be that selfish though
I can't make you into a robot that hears the command
It ain't you anymore if that does

No matter what
The most important part of it is that
I love you

迟了

心情很差很差...
答应了宝贝要早回来
结果还是迟回家...
知道宝贝不喜欢等就赶回家
拒绝了他们说要回家了
可是迟了
真的很内疚， 对自己很失望
答应过了可是还是做不到
宝贝， 对不起...

睡不着， 已经五点了...
脑里一直在想着你
在想怎样才能把你的气除掉
怎样才能把你弄得开开心心的
怎样才能把你的心情变一到彩虹
怎样才能把你的笨蛋给原谅

一整晚一直看着电脑
等着你...
一整晚一直握着电话
等着你...
知道等人的感受是不好受
偏偏我每次都让你等
让你一直感到很难受
宝贝...对不起

一直看着你的照片
看着你的笑容
心好疼...
为什么每次都要让你难过
为什么每次都让你生气
为什么...
真的很想天天都可以看见你的笑容
每一次看见你的笑容
不知道为什么
觉得很开心很满足了

你的声音，你的笑容
可以把我的全部烦恼都带走
还记得上一次
当我很烦很烦的时候
接了你的电话
突然好神奇的全部烦恼都被带走了

原谅我，好吗宝贝?

宝贝， 我好想念你...
好一个蓝色晚上
好静好静...
平时听见的电话声不再发出了...

你问我
如果你跟一位男生出街我会吃醋吗
我会...我承认我会
就一个很简单的理由
我爱你

T.T 宝贝！！！

宝贝！！！
对不起！！！
又弄你生气了 =x
这个大笨蛋又弄宝贝生气了！！！
宝贝原谅我好吗?
都是我不好！！！ 没遵守诺言！！！
说要早回， 结果凌晨一点才回到家
刚才就拼命的赶回来
宝贝对不起！！！
知道你讨厌等， 宝贝！！都是我的错！！
对不起对不起对不起！！！
对不起对不起对不起！！！
答应你以后不会再有了！！！
宝贝！！！

心疼

下定了决心
要读你的部落恪
好坚持的要读完全部
可是...就在第一篇我失败了
我投降， 我读不起你所写的部落恪

真的看不下去
看不下去你每一天很悲很辛苦的过
心真的很疼很疼
都是我的错！！
真的原谅不到自己！！
你没怪我
可是事实上我还是原谅不到自己

在那些时候， 说了伤人的话
是因为真的不想让你受更重的伤
就那些话你可以把我当做是个坏人
是个不值得你为他流下什么的人
那就可以减轻了你的伤。。。

太爱你不想让你受伤， 一时冲动没想后果而言

我错了。。。
宝贝， 对不起。。。
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你又刚给我网站叫我去读
我开了。。。也对自己说了我一定要把它读完
结果。。。
还是一样的。。。我真的看不下去
心好疼。。。 从来没这种感觉
很怕，很痛的感觉。。。
真的看不下去。。。
答应你我不会在让你打出那些同类的部落恪

Fist full of blood

Blood flowing out..drip by drip..
Heart pumping so fast... never seen before..
So fast... so fast...
Tears flow down...So much...
My head is going burst soon..
feel so dizzy...haven't eaten... haven't drink
Haven't told u...
I got my dairy writing pratice from NS...
I wrote down my dairy everyday when im in NS..
So mayb I'm used to writing what happen already

I'm sorry for what i've done. what i've said
Mayb this mountain seems falling down
But trust me...this mountain still remains strong..
Every fallen part will be replace... Even it meant my own life
I'll try the best i can to make it up...even a higher moutain than before
Sometimes it may seems impossible
But I will never forgive myself...

I love you
Though it may seems unreliable...
I dont blame you...
I was the one at fault...
I never think deeper...
never thought of your feelings...
It may seems like a better way...
But never thought the way taken was worse...
Im sorry I've hurt you
But still i wanna say that
I love you, I really do

Last Night

When i was down
Desperate, irritated
Lost, Blank-minded

Just a phone call,
heard your voice
Felt your warmth in your words
Everything, every weight
Just like that...gone..vanish...
Felt so free again, so light again
The whole world just turned upside down
Was so glad, relieved, happy..
Laopo.. Thank you =)

Sorry I made you worried the whole night
Made you can't sleep the whole night
My fault... made you worried so much

You are my light, my strength
my soul,my everything
And you are mine also =P
Laopo, I love you =)

Tonight

就很不清醒地架车出。。。
很快很快。。。很怕可是越来越快。。。
很多事很烦。。。很想避开它们。。。

我的勇气不知已经流到哪儿了
不敢， 不敢， 不敢
害怕， 害怕， 害怕
失去了勇气。。。如何找回?
还是可怕的东西越来越多了，
而不是勇气散了?
有可能终有一天那份勇气会出现吧

坐在车子里一小时， 发着呆
脑里出现了很多很多问号。。。
是吗? 真的吗? 为什么? 谁? 发生什么事了? 在哪里?

算了吧
随便吧。。。就随便吧
不想再想了。。。
永远都得不到的答案
问了， 答了又何用。。。
一个接一个的问题。。。
到了最后还是一个问号
随便吧。。。可能到最后就从梦里醒过来了

烦。。。自己都不知道自己在写什么
脑里一片空白。。。
刚才差一点就。。。
随便吧。。都不重要